List of some interesting things about moi...

Cant write much..must study, but this is a recent thing going around all of the blogs atm! ( besides those annoying “tagging” chain list shit..that I refuse to do!!)  

But this is an interesting list hahahhaa =]
Enjoy !!

- Grace

Put an "X" by the things you have done..


(x) smoked a cigarette  
() smoked a cigar
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
(x ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend  
(x  ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Canada
( )  been to Mexico  
( ) been on a plane
( x) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x ) been in an abusive relationship
(x ) taken painkillers
( x) love someone or miss someone right now
( x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
( x) Had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x ) played dress up
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x ) fallen asleep at work/school
(x ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars in a tent
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x ) hated the way you look (not like u can do anything about it)
( ) witnessed a crime
( x) pole danced ( hahahaha * winks* )
(x ) questioned your heart
(x ) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x ) felt like dying
(x ) cried yourself to sleep
(x ) played cops and robbers
( ) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x ) danced in the rain
( x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
(x) hugged a complete stranger
(x ) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x ) had a dream that you married someone
(x ) glued your hand to something or someone
( ) got your tongue stuck to an icey flag pole
( ) Smoked Pot
( ) Done other drugs
( ) kissed a fish
(x ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes about
( ) worn a really ugly outfit just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking  
(x ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x ) made porn ( mwhahahhahaha…im a pornstar everyone!)
(x ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried ( specially with my pelican!)
( ) cried so hard you laughed
(x) had sex
(x ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x ) made out in the rain
( x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) slept naked WITH someone
(x ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x ) been kicked out of your house or threatened to leave
(x) accidentally shown up to the wrong house

Trust No One But Yourself

I think today is one of those days where I literally "got up on the wrong side of the bed". It was just one shitty thing after another. Firstly my alarm clock was set HALF AN HOUR late...which sort of defeats the purpose of it being an "alarm" clock if it wakes you up at the wrong time anyway! So by the time I had gotten up ...I had missed my bus. So after that disastrous start to my day..I get this "msg" from my b/f, which was meant to be a joke but really upset me.

I won't disclose the contents of the msg, all you need to know is that it really made me upset andmade me feel like he had taken my trust for granted...and I think it made me realise just how important that element of trust really is in our relationships.
My relationship particuarly with Sanel is highly based on trust...I see him once ( possibly twice if we're lucky) so that leaves me 6 days without him, where he is free to do as he pleases. Hence, I have to trust him that he is where he tells me he is..etc. I do trust him, proabbly more than anyone in my life , which is why I hate it so much when I have to even question it because I would like to think that I don't have to.

Trust has always been a tricky issue with me. Even when I was a kid I never really trusted anyone. I remember in Kindergarten when I would bawl my head off whenever my mum left me by myself...so she had to stay with me throughout my entire 3 yr old kindergarten year (yes, I know Im "special" =P ) . Anyways, one day she told me she was going to the toilet and after about 5 Minutes I quickly ran and saw her backing her car out of the carpark and driving off and leaving me. Well I certainly bawled my eyes out and started screaming shit in chinese at the teachers ( haha yes I was an unusual child!). But after that day everytime my mum would tell me she was going to the loo, I woudl follow her, which goes to show I had lost my trust in her.

So as you can see besides having a "unique" childhood ( haha), Ive always had issues of trust with people in my life. With friends, through high school I have had to learn about it in the hard way esp. with all the bitching/backstabbing going on in my group!
In relationships besides having it (trust) broken by faggots who cheated on me...I've always found it really hard to fully trust my partner....

It is always something that has gotten me into trouble, but it just seems that everytime I end up opening myself up to somebody I just end up being hurt again. However, I think this time with Sanel its diff... He has never once given me a reason to doubt my trust in him. If anything I have let him down with some of the regrettable things I have done in the past.

They often say love is not enough to make a relationship last... I agree with this b/c I think you need love, trust, respect and a sense of humor to make it work. I am not going to sit here and boast to you that I have a perfect relationship with Sanel, because I dont. We have our fights, we still have our moments where nothing seems right to either of us...yet despite it all I will love him simply because he is a part of me that I can't live without.

Volim Te Sanel

Here's a pic of me with "fuzzy" ( gift from baby for valentines =D)!! 

Recap: I still hate uni..and love my baby! =]

I know I have been lazy lately with this blog….my last post was in June I think?...oh dear. And it seems like a recurring pattern that I ONLY blog at the most inappropriate times as well hahaha..during exams..i should be studying..argh. Well updates with me at the moment, are pretty regular. Me and hunni are going strong…Its our One Year And A Half this month on the 24th!. Its gone by so quick!! Seems like almost yesterday that I met him. Things between us have definetly changed recently, it seems like we’re more closer and theres less fighting as well. I guess we have sort of realised how important we are to each other and have also learnt to just think about an issue from the other person’s perspective before fully cracking it at everything. Yes we are both a bunch of hotheads!! =P.

Uni is approaching that “oh shit” time where all the work is just piled up.. one thing after another. In the next few weeks I have these things due :

• OB Presentation (30%): Tomorrow is the big day…I think we will do alright considering one of our team members LEFT us last week ( that’s a whole other post!). I think we should have started work on it earlier..but I think we will do reasonably alright. Lets hope anyway! * crosses fingers *

• Marketing Major Assignment( 30%) : Anyone who has spoken to me in the last few months knows about all my dramas with the group Im working with…and to make matters worse its due next Monday and I have a feeling we will be having one of our famous totally unproductive “ team” meetings in the next few days…grrrr…..

• OB Final Paper ( 60%): Its due a few days after Melb. Cup day…which means I really need to get a start on it very soon ( not writing blogs grace...*looks innocent* )..and its worth frekain SIXTY PERCENTTTT arrgh.

Okay so as you can see...i really should be studying hardcore right now..but im suffering from lack of motivation and procrastination. ..

On a lighter note I am now EMPLOYED (!)..and not packing smelly insoles anymore!!!...I am now a telemarketer/appointment setter for a viet magazine company. Hahaha I know its probably not the best of things to be doing (calling people up and annoying them) but so far it hasn’t been bad! Hunni has been saying how ive now got a “fake voice” when I talk to people!! SO NOT TRUE! IM JUST BEING NICE * grins *

Anyway I better go and keep going with this homework/studying ( kill me now). Btw..want to say a shoutout to my pelican Cawolz/…keep up the good work and gluck with the VCE babe

Oh and also a shoutout to Hunni…MWAHHHH I LOVE YOU AND THANKS FOR TODAY  *w inks * mwhahaha I love you so mucccchhH!!

Signing Off’

Grace

Now Listening To: Usher – Follow Me ( Confessions Special Edition Album – bargain @ $10 from JBHI!! )