A new beginning
I've decided that I needed a new blog as I have commenced a new chapter of my life...Yup life after high school. Who would have thought that after 13 years as a school kid I would still be here ( esp.... After the dramas of year 12 last year). So here comes the new blog and layout and farewell to my beloved high school blog 2004 . I know the title of the blog and layout is still a bit childish but at the same time I couldn't bear having one of those drab gray blogs. Who me? Be mature?...Yeah right. Anyways I like cookies, whether its baking, making, decorating or munching them. I'm even a member of an online cookie club ( okay I think I've shared enough information)
Pretty soon I'll be venturing into life as a swinburne uni business student. That word uni scares me sometimes...sounds so responsible and mature something I don't think I am myself. I find that sometimes I end up wishing that I was just a little kid again. Remember those days when life revolved around snacking, sleeping and playing with blocks?. Then again, I never had blocks I was the type of kid that loved making things like arts and crafts. I loved making a mess of things ...Funny how now I am older sometimes I find myself making a mess out of my life's situations.
This entire summer break has consisted of working full time ( mon-fri 9-5) in the city for a mobile phone repair centre booking in phones. Sounds fun doesn't it? Let's just say I now know what it feels like when storepeople get abusive customers..Anyone ever been threatened by an umbrella? I have! Luckily I'm finishing up this week. The only thing that I'm not looking forward to is seeing less of my significant other sanel. It is going to be hard to adjust from seeing him everyday to maybe a few times in one week. I don't know whether or not it is even good that I have become so dependent on him You know I can't go to bed without hearing his voice. Some people probably find this sad, but I think of it as a sign that he had become such a huge part of me and my life and who I am . There are times I think that this type of dependence on him scares me because what happens when he isn't there one day?
Now, that my parents know about us I feel a sense of huge relief and I am hoping that sanel and I can try to build some sort of "normal" relationship. If anything working with him and having gone through the dramas of telling my parents have brought us even closer.
Our relationship has been of an interesting one, he has taught me so many things , not only about love itself but just in general how to be a better person in the world. Then again, when i think about it no one really teach you how to be a better person. They can guide you..Which is what Sanel has done for me. It's only life's situations and how one overcomes/deals with them that makes you into who you are.
Crap, I'm starting to sound like an enlightened religious leader aren't i?
Pretty soon I'll be venturing into life as a swinburne uni business student. That word uni scares me sometimes...sounds so responsible and mature something I don't think I am myself. I find that sometimes I end up wishing that I was just a little kid again. Remember those days when life revolved around snacking, sleeping and playing with blocks?. Then again, I never had blocks I was the type of kid that loved making things like arts and crafts. I loved making a mess of things ...Funny how now I am older sometimes I find myself making a mess out of my life's situations.
This entire summer break has consisted of working full time ( mon-fri 9-5) in the city for a mobile phone repair centre booking in phones. Sounds fun doesn't it? Let's just say I now know what it feels like when storepeople get abusive customers..Anyone ever been threatened by an umbrella? I have! Luckily I'm finishing up this week. The only thing that I'm not looking forward to is seeing less of my significant other sanel. It is going to be hard to adjust from seeing him everyday to maybe a few times in one week. I don't know whether or not it is even good that I have become so dependent on him You know I can't go to bed without hearing his voice. Some people probably find this sad, but I think of it as a sign that he had become such a huge part of me and my life and who I am . There are times I think that this type of dependence on him scares me because what happens when he isn't there one day?
Now, that my parents know about us I feel a sense of huge relief and I am hoping that sanel and I can try to build some sort of "normal" relationship. If anything working with him and having gone through the dramas of telling my parents have brought us even closer.
Our relationship has been of an interesting one, he has taught me so many things , not only about love itself but just in general how to be a better person in the world. Then again, when i think about it no one really teach you how to be a better person. They can guide you..Which is what Sanel has done for me. It's only life's situations and how one overcomes/deals with them that makes you into who you are.
Crap, I'm starting to sound like an enlightened religious leader aren't i?
posted by cookies @ 3:57 pm
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