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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

life can become upside down and inside out

Finally! I gotmy blogger account back. It's been driving me insane not able to log into my blogger account. But thankfully the team at blogger has rectified the situation and now i can add new posts!! Yes I know its quite sad that I'm so obsessed about blogging. Well, I can hardly believe that my 3 mth break is almost over and i'll be starting Uni on Monday. It has just gone by so fast..seems like almost yesterday that I had just finished my Year 12 exams. I am kinda looking forward to starting Uni and meeting new friends and having new experiences. Though it is going to be a little bit daunting tommorow at the orientation day since I don't know anyone..except Jackie.

The last couple of days have made me think just how important our family is and just how in one split minute your life can dramatically change. you also realise who your real friends are as well....y'all know what I'm referring to.
Anyway Just want to tell everyone thanks for the support and kind words during this time...Let's just hope she gets better soon.

"Life is all about having hope and faith for those who need it the most"

Monday, February 07, 2005

Valentine's Day..Just another marketing campaign?

I glance outside at the sky and all i see is clear blue skies..And what amI doing?. I'm
indoors online trailing through pages and pages of sites looking for a Valentine's Day gift for my significant other. It then struck me as ...What is Valentine's Day really all about? Is it really about how much you love your partner or is it more about the whole concept of showing each other superficial love through purchasing materialistic gifts?Call me a scrooge, but I can't blame those who think that Valentine's Day is just one big marketing gimmick for card/chocolate companies,florists and jewellers to make a massive profit off hopeless romantics. Don't get me wrong I love to receive gifts from my baby but who has to decide that on Febuary 14th of every year we must show our affection for one another through expensive gifts. To me, I think that every day if I do something sweet for my partner and vice versa..even a simple phone call to tell him that I miss him is something that cannot be brought.

Then again, this Valentine's Day is stil going to be important to me as it will be the first time I have spent it with someone who I truly do love and the relationship I have with him is something that cannot be sacrificed. I think I have matured alot since I have met Sanel and now my views on a lot of things have altered including my perception into what a "perfect" relationship constitutes.

All this has still not helped me solve my problem into what the heck am I going to buy him for Valentine's day....hmm last resort could always be that ever-faithful box of Cadbury Roses.

Anyway its the thought that counts. Right?!