Im Back!
After what seems like ages, I've finally gotten around to opening up that great blue and orange page of blogger to update this thing. Nothing to report back however except that i hate uni and i hate univeristy exams even more. What a shock! Not even a past paper to have a look at to see what type of questions we're going to be asked, what type of game is this?
How the hell are we suppose to go in and do an exam if we don't know how the questions are going to be formatted ( " make sure you know everything then" - quote from sanel) HA! easier said than done, with less than 2 weeks I am utterly in what they call a "study freakout". You know where you go into these frenzied/almost crazed study blocks of trying to make sense of hypothesis tests and monopolistic competition and then you have a lapse, like now where you go and waste your "studytime" on crap like this. But i can't help it! God it feels good again to just blurt out my feelings and thoughts.
Nevertheless, with less than 2 weeks to go until my fate at Swinburne is decided my study routine is becomin better. Like tonight i missed out on Desperate Housewives so that i could do my quantitative assingment. What sane person would choose trying to work out what the hell limitations of a stupid analysis areover the goss on Wisteria Lane? WELL I DO IN MY STUDY MODE!!! God, what am i turning into? Next thing you know, Ill be posting up formulas and facts on the back of the toilet door to try and memorise. Hmmm where was that blu-tak?
All i know is that after 5pm on the 10th June im putting on my party stilettos and going to go and have one of those unforgettable nights where you do not give a shit about anything in the world except to have fun. I think that is what is keeping me going right now, that feeling ill have when the clock hits 5 on that Friday afternoon.
Ill stop my whining about uni now and talk abtou something else...hmm well things with me and sanel are going strong and cannot belive we have passed our 1 year mark! I skipped uni today to spend the day with him ( what happened to studymode grace?), but i just had to see him since SOMEONE wouldn't let me out of the house the whoel weekend, claiming that it was "family time". My ass.
Anyhoots ( new grace saying atm), it was worth it because even though we didn't do much we had our "moments". Only Sanel knows what I mean, but i guess if i had to describe it to anyone else ..a "moment" is when you just stop for a minute and look into each other's eyes and all you know is that at that exact moment you are falling in love over and over again with that person all over again, you see in their eyes how much they love you and in that moment you know your world is just perfect because you have the person you love the most in your arms.
But yes, was definetly good today and felt good to be with him, I guess i didn't really realise until today how much i had missed him during the weeks and it was just so good ...but as usual went by too quickly. =[
Change of topic, but I have started scouting around for jobs, applied for Bunnings. ( Yes i know ME in a hardware shop but im desperate for the ca-chings that ive even considered selling cupcakes on the roadside =P). Honeslty, cannot be bothered but then again the thought of workin in an insole factory where the majority of the staff are complete assholes for the rest of my university life makes me shudder and flick through the employment classifieds just that little bit more enthusiastically.
ANd i really meant it by that "asshole" statement. These are middleaged women who seem to have nothing better to do than bitch about each other to each other about the most ridicoulous things and it drives me nuts. Of course I've heard all the comments about me and my appearance , since thats the only thing they know how to do...bitch abtou a person's looks without any regard for who the person really is inside, but then again assholes don't have a high intelligence level do they? I know I shouldn't be carrying on about it but it just annoys me so much when these people in there think they're top shit inside because they think theyre pretty/smart/can speak fluent mandarin/the management likes them ( only after theyre excessive asskissing of course), when in reality they aren't all that "high class".
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Okay i think i am officially blogged out and exhausted..my eyes are going fuzzy..or is that just all the lines in my assingment eeeks.
How the hell are we suppose to go in and do an exam if we don't know how the questions are going to be formatted ( " make sure you know everything then" - quote from sanel) HA! easier said than done, with less than 2 weeks I am utterly in what they call a "study freakout". You know where you go into these frenzied/almost crazed study blocks of trying to make sense of hypothesis tests and monopolistic competition and then you have a lapse, like now where you go and waste your "studytime" on crap like this. But i can't help it! God it feels good again to just blurt out my feelings and thoughts.
Nevertheless, with less than 2 weeks to go until my fate at Swinburne is decided my study routine is becomin better. Like tonight i missed out on Desperate Housewives so that i could do my quantitative assingment. What sane person would choose trying to work out what the hell limitations of a stupid analysis areover the goss on Wisteria Lane? WELL I DO IN MY STUDY MODE!!! God, what am i turning into? Next thing you know, Ill be posting up formulas and facts on the back of the toilet door to try and memorise. Hmmm where was that blu-tak?
All i know is that after 5pm on the 10th June im putting on my party stilettos and going to go and have one of those unforgettable nights where you do not give a shit about anything in the world except to have fun. I think that is what is keeping me going right now, that feeling ill have when the clock hits 5 on that Friday afternoon.
Ill stop my whining about uni now and talk abtou something else...hmm well things with me and sanel are going strong and cannot belive we have passed our 1 year mark! I skipped uni today to spend the day with him ( what happened to studymode grace?), but i just had to see him since SOMEONE wouldn't let me out of the house the whoel weekend, claiming that it was "family time". My ass.
Anyhoots ( new grace saying atm), it was worth it because even though we didn't do much we had our "moments". Only Sanel knows what I mean, but i guess if i had to describe it to anyone else ..a "moment" is when you just stop for a minute and look into each other's eyes and all you know is that at that exact moment you are falling in love over and over again with that person all over again, you see in their eyes how much they love you and in that moment you know your world is just perfect because you have the person you love the most in your arms.
But yes, was definetly good today and felt good to be with him, I guess i didn't really realise until today how much i had missed him during the weeks and it was just so good ...but as usual went by too quickly. =[
Change of topic, but I have started scouting around for jobs, applied for Bunnings. ( Yes i know ME in a hardware shop but im desperate for the ca-chings that ive even considered selling cupcakes on the roadside =P). Honeslty, cannot be bothered but then again the thought of workin in an insole factory where the majority of the staff are complete assholes for the rest of my university life makes me shudder and flick through the employment classifieds just that little bit more enthusiastically.
ANd i really meant it by that "asshole" statement. These are middleaged women who seem to have nothing better to do than bitch about each other to each other about the most ridicoulous things and it drives me nuts. Of course I've heard all the comments about me and my appearance , since thats the only thing they know how to do...bitch abtou a person's looks without any regard for who the person really is inside, but then again assholes don't have a high intelligence level do they? I know I shouldn't be carrying on about it but it just annoys me so much when these people in there think they're top shit inside because they think theyre pretty/smart/can speak fluent mandarin/the management likes them ( only after theyre excessive asskissing of course), when in reality they aren't all that "high class".
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Okay i think i am officially blogged out and exhausted..my eyes are going fuzzy..or is that just all the lines in my assingment eeeks.
posted by cookies @ 12:45 am
1 Comments:
At 7:16 pm,
: : xtin said…
ommgg that's so sweet what you said about "moments"... I'm envious of you cos I have no idea what that feels like!!!
hey, you should ask for past exam papers! Are you sure the library doesn't have a copy of past exams?
Ohh no. You missed out Desperate Housewives! that's horrible! lol.. couldn't help myself. heeey, blu takking facts on the toliet door! not a bad idea! lol..who would have thought, me taking study tips from grace! =P
and about the factory workers whose heads seem about to explode any second cos their over-inflated egos are getting too big for their small selves: that's why you gotta study! =) good luck for exams, grace!! -hugs, chris
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