One year ago..

Well im still recovering and walking arund in a daze. Its almost 4 in the afternoon and I haven't done anything i think im still reeling from my amazing time yesterday. For those of you who didn't know yesterday me and my baby went to celebrate our 1 year anniversary ( which to date happens to be today ). We stayed at this hotel that although wasn't one of the best it was very cosy and set the right mood for the occasion. To sum it up it was probably one of the most relazing days I've had where we did absolutely nothing and it felt great. We ordered room service ( the beef stroganoff looked kinda scary & we got ripped off bad with the breadrolls hehe) and for that one day we thought of nothing but ourselves. Now any average person woudl think that being holed up in a hotel room for 19 hours would send you up the wall, but to me it wasn't even enough. Time flew by so fast that before i knew it i was prodding my baby awake to go home ( because someones alarm clock didnt go off).
Last night was one of those unforgettable moments that i had in life.
Candles, Bubbles and a single ring...An experience that no matter what happens to you in the future it will always stick with you. We've been through a lot of shit this last year, the things we have had to overcome just to be together has proved to myelf that he is worth it and at the end of the day nothing but his love matters to me more. I might not always be the perfect girlfriend nor is he the perfect boyfriend but to me i see his imperfections as features that i have learned to love about him. His smile, His eyes when they light up, They way he holds me and tells me everything is going to be fine even when we both know that they might not be, His voice when he gets sleepy and the little things that he knows about me that no one else ever will makes him the perfect stone in my life. We may fight and argue, call each other hurtful names and make mistakes but its the strength of the bond we have created that not even the most powerful force can tear apart, which has held us together. We are both complete opposites. I am dark, he is fair. I love rnb and techno whilst he adores screaming rock artists and heavy metal. I love shopping and clothes, he hates window shopping and throws on anything that looks decent. I adore taking pictures whilst he often likes to hide in the shadows. When it comes down to it though, we are so alike in a lot of ways as well especially when it comes to matters of the heart. We both wanted someone who was prepared to take the pitfalls of life and stand by one another through all the ups and down, love each other unconditinally, be faithful and truthful and share in one anothers dreams and aspirations. Many nights I had wished for someone who I could call my own and love me for who I am no matter what. And now I have finally discovered him and experienced being loved and loving another more deeply that I had ever imagined. I am finally content and happy with my life. I love you Sanel. Happy 1 year Hunni!!