i do not give a shit anymore
You think you are cool because you know all these "connected" people at the clubs.
I hate the way that you think you can just come into my life uannounced after not having contact with me for so long and expect everything to be like they used to be.
I hate the way that you think because you're older can tell me what is right and wrong about my life.
I hate the way you try to make me feel like im insignificant next to you.
I hate the fact that after being friends for so long this is all i mean to you now.
I hate the fact that i care so much but you probabaly do not give a shit.
Don' t try and pretend that everything is fine when you know its not.
Just because we don't see each other anymore does not mean that you have the right to treat me like shit when you do talk to me.
I can not believe that you are going to let HIS issues get in the way with our friendship, just don't expect me to be there for you to pick up the pieces.
I am not going to talk shit about you to people because my parents taught me better then that.
In fact, after tonight i am not going to let you upset me no longer.
Friends forever was the promise made but now i am going to have to break that.
No, actually that promise was broken a long time ago...by YOU
As you can tell, ive had my first blogger bitch. about a now ex-friend. Just makes me think about what type of person i use to be to even make friends with people like that. I guess i never relaly noticed the importance of the word "friend' until now, where ive learnt that it is indeed a very special word and shouldn't be tossed around so casually.
I was alwyas one of those people who were like " i got tonnes of friends" but when i look now its not even that many. I have a lot of acquaintances but friends?...not that many.
Maybe i just do have a high standard for who i can apply that label to or maybe I have just met the wrogn people in life so far.
As ive mentioned before the only constant and "forever friend" i do have is Sanel. In fact it's better hes my double b-boy...best friend and boyfriend.
Okay i've got a big smile on my face thinking about him now.. =] hehe. See how he just makes me feel so much better even when im in a shithouse mood. He's my squidgy pill!
Okay ill shut up now!
I hate the way that you think you can just come into my life uannounced after not having contact with me for so long and expect everything to be like they used to be.
I hate the way that you think because you're older can tell me what is right and wrong about my life.
I hate the way you try to make me feel like im insignificant next to you.
I hate the fact that after being friends for so long this is all i mean to you now.
I hate the fact that i care so much but you probabaly do not give a shit.
Don' t try and pretend that everything is fine when you know its not.
Just because we don't see each other anymore does not mean that you have the right to treat me like shit when you do talk to me.
I can not believe that you are going to let HIS issues get in the way with our friendship, just don't expect me to be there for you to pick up the pieces.
I am not going to talk shit about you to people because my parents taught me better then that.
In fact, after tonight i am not going to let you upset me no longer.
Friends forever was the promise made but now i am going to have to break that.
No, actually that promise was broken a long time ago...by YOU
As you can tell, ive had my first blogger bitch. about a now ex-friend. Just makes me think about what type of person i use to be to even make friends with people like that. I guess i never relaly noticed the importance of the word "friend' until now, where ive learnt that it is indeed a very special word and shouldn't be tossed around so casually.
I was alwyas one of those people who were like " i got tonnes of friends" but when i look now its not even that many. I have a lot of acquaintances but friends?...not that many.
Maybe i just do have a high standard for who i can apply that label to or maybe I have just met the wrogn people in life so far.
As ive mentioned before the only constant and "forever friend" i do have is Sanel. In fact it's better hes my double b-boy...best friend and boyfriend.
Okay i've got a big smile on my face thinking about him now.. =] hehe. See how he just makes me feel so much better even when im in a shithouse mood. He's my squidgy pill!
Okay ill shut up now!
posted by cookies @ 6:08 pm
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