The guy who loves you and procrasination

I never relaly knwo what the work procrasination meant until now. Why is it that i always find ways to avoid doing something ( ie. studyng for exams) until the very last minute? ARGh..liek right now im blogging...like i dont have a care in the world but right now I know that i have that exam to sit on tuesday for i.t and i know zilch atm. arrrgh there must be something wrong with me.

I never thought uni was going to be this difficult to cope with. I was picturing something long the lines of studying like 2% and partyng 98%. HA! who am i kidding...maybe thats why they say that uni is not cut out for everyone. ANd you kwo it wouldnt even be that bad if i thought i knew that this is what i wanted to do with the rest of my life ( human resources) but even that has come under question lately. I want to do something INTERESTING!!!!!

Ive always been like that, alwyas wanting something stimulating in my life whether it be a boyfriend who can keep me interested, interesting friends, clothes etc. I guess in a way this kinda need has gotten me into a lot of trouble in the past.

On a lighter note i saw my baby yesterday..and i have to say it was really fun and bonding, even though what we ended up doing was not all that interesting i still felt like we bonded but not so much on a boyfriend to girlfriend level more like friends? if that makes sense? Yesterday was probabaly like the first tiem in ages since we've had a chance to catch up with one another properly and it felt really good to just tlak about anything...i didnt realise how much i missed it until yesterday when we were drivin out of the city and we had a chance to really talk. I guess theres been so much stuff goin on in both my lie and his that we havent had that chance. But all will be better after this friday...then i can have soem catch up squidgy time with my baby..god i love him so much *squeezes sanel tight* =]

On a ending note heres a lil something i found on a blog..( looks sheepishly around..no im not a blog *slut okay ...*embarassed) ...neways i thought it was very sweet and tive added my own comments to it ..hahaha

The Guy Who Loves You...

The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reason why he loves you. he only knows that in his eyes, you are the only one [ i better be the only oneeee!!! hehehe i love you smooshyy!!]

The guy who loves you, actually always make you mad, but he never knows what stupid things did he's done, as everything he done, is for your own good. [ oh really now?!!!]

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you , but in his heart, you are the best. [ i hope thats true ...=]

The guy who loves you, will scold or complaint if you didn't reply his message but others, because he wants you to know he cares. [ scold or complian hahahahhaaaaaaa]

The guy who loves you , only drops his tears in front of you; when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart, the heart which beats for you. [ i think guys crying is the sweetest thing ever]

The guy who loves you , will remember every word you've said, even if its accidentally. and he will use the word always in the nick of time. [ eg. dingdong, buh i dont think you remmeber every word i say...unless you have a very big memory teheheheeeee]

The guy who loves you, will not promise that easily, because they don'twant to break their promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after. [ and we will live happly ever after...LIEK THE MOVIESS] hehe

The guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much, because they've already planned it for you, he wants to give you the best life in the future, he wants to give you a suprise, believe him that he can do it. [ i belive in my smooshyyyy * corny music here]

The guy who loves you, maybe can't remember special occasion like some kind of anniversary, but, he knows that every second he lives, he's loving you, no matter what day it is [ more like i forget hte anniversary *blushes* buh its true eveyr day is an anniversary to me baby...ja te volim )

The guy who loves you, won't said "i love you" that easily, because everything he's done for you is showing that he loves you already, hewill tell you at a special situation, because he doesn't want you to misunderstand, he wants you to know that he loves you. [aw.........]

The guy who really loves you, will feel that, sometimes, somethings aremeant to be said once, because he thinks that you might already understand him, by talking too much, he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish. [ you cant talk much wen you date me can you?! hahaha]

The guy who loves you, will go to airport to fetch you, he won't carry abunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. but he will carry your luggage and ask you "why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart. [ HA! as if youd ask me that...why are you so roly poly bubbii is more like it isnt it squidgy *pokes sanel* ] hehehe

The boy who loves you, will listen quietly to you, when you are mad, and when you finished, he will say, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier with smile. ( HUNNI!!!!! remember wen we got caught with telefona links?!)

The boy who loves you, doesn't know whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will send a message to you after a few hours, if you ask him why he called that late, he will say, when you are angry, my explanations are all rubbish. But when you calm down, that's when my explanation will really work. [ very true !!,]

The boy who loves you, always call you little girl, but everytime he wants to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice. [ *reOOOOW*]

he guy who loves you, doesn't like little toys like teddy bears, but he willalways put the bear you give him at his bed. (NOT THROW IT DOWN ON THE FLOOR TO PUT ALL HIS CLOTHES ON TOP OF IT *WOOF WOOF* =]

The guy who loves you, while quarelling, he will apologize profusely, although you are the one who's wrong. [ yup! we're both so stubborn arnet we?!]

The guy who loves you, when he really misses you, he will want to buy a bunch of roses and wait you stupidly under your apartment. but he never knows , what he bought is daisy, but doesn't matter, because in his heart, that's roses.(that's so sweet! stupid, but sweet!..i think maybe a fob asian wrote this.very bad grammer usage..??]

The guy who loves you, seldom says sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer all his passion to you. [ so tru..i love kissing my baby!!]

The guy who loves you , if he can't always see you, will try to make himself busy, to not have any time to remember you, because he knew,if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing. [ yes hunni..go play with the lego tehehe]